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Let The Wounds Be Undone
Let The Wounds Be Undone

I heal to just be healed again...

So many wounds to mend...

My body feels no end...
-
Without pain there can be no relief
Last resort hope gives birth to belief

I knew there was always something better
I prayed for the days ahead to get brighter

As I lay in ruin
I feel my heart still beating

Pieces of destruction
Can be transformed into pieces of creation

Forgot about yesterday / I only know of today
The light sparks my way / Pushed the darkness away

Life is what I'm fighting for / You can't hurt me anymore
I'm stronger than before / The broken pieces are now whole

I wave my tarnished hands
Over my t
In The Rainfall
In The Rainfall

Pent-up
Overly repressed
Dripping with blame

Thoughts erupt
Pain expressed
Drowning from hate

I felt...
I felt...
I felt your anger

I held...
I held...
I held my pieces together
-
I always wait for the right moment
To finally break down

I need the pain to flow perfect
To let it all out

I'm reaching for my tainted core / I won't let you corrupt me anymore
You will not be a part of me / This is not how it's going to be

I always wait for the oncoming storm
That's the only time

Endure it all until the promised calm
Just to call it mine
-
Set free
Sorrows shattered
I am myself again

Grief released
Clouds scatter
It's gone
Dreaming Of Tears
Dreaming Of Tears

Weary-eyed
Weakened to the very core
Traumatized
I can't endure this anymore

I'm going to black out
And be transported to a realm
Where my screams don't make a sound
Hate keeps me bound while I leave my fears to drown
-
I loath the days without rest
I despise the nights of endless stress

Though I can't settle for anything less
Because lower than this is death

It's like living and sleeping within tortuous realities
Even though I'm unconscious- there is no such thing as rest for me

No one knows how powerful my dreams can be
No one knows all of the graphic images I've seen

Dive into the ocean! / Swim through the thorns!
L
Era Of Silence
Era Of Silence

Cascading glares swim around my whole body
Searching for some kind of flaw that I might have
But they don't realize that my life is the problem entirely
I can hardly keep on hiding all of the imperfections I secretly grasp

Denial is simple / If you say so
Pretending is impossible / I can't let you know

So I no longer speak for myself
No,   not   anymore
I feel that I deserve this hell
My   pure   torture
-
I'm just too snared by the knives in my back
No one wanted to accept me for who I really was
That's why I had no choice but to put up this wounded act
But I guess that's what the feeling of losing everybody do
'Seeking Solace'I use to seek solace in a book
And my mother would give me this look.
She knew I was hiding in between the words
While everyone else thought I was one of the nerds.

And I did nothing to prove them wrong.
Being too quiet and for far too long,
I had always felt out of the throng.
Only in a book did I think I would belong.

But years went by and my eyes begin to hurt
And I felt the need, the emotion, to revert
Because I sucked all the pages my hands touched dry
Of the emotions that could be felt, of the reasons to cry.

Then I found music and consolation I did find,
Listening to the lyrics I created my own stories in my mind.
Preciou
Becoming Unjudged
Becoming Unjudged

Hypocrisy
Devoured beliefs
And engulfed society

It's hard to believe
Some of us still have our humanity
But there are those who still cannot see

The damaged moralities
That was bestowed from corrupted creed
You don't know the heavy burden that each of us carries
-
Growing up
As gray as gray can be
Told that the way I am is wrong
I was taught to fear the real me!

Learning to hate differentiality
Hearing whispers all around
I despised my own identity
Things need to change now!

Some of us don't even make it that far / It's not what you do- but who you are
None of us should ever live in the dark / There will
Breaking Out Tonight
Breaking Out Tonight

Your name is despair
And you demand that I live in fear

I gave you everything that you have ever asked
But I never got anything in return for any of that
Although you still managed to continually stab me in the back

Your name is remorse
And you wish for me abide by a damaging oath

Nothing but puppet, as I was used as your scapegoat
Sinister strings guided me to cast aside all forms of hope
We considered each other friends, because you were all I used to know

Your name is sorrow
And you want me to never again see tomorrow

I am your undying sacrifice, the one and only reoccurring offering
Once you had a taste,
In The Distance
In The Distance

I've realized that nothing never really ends
Because it's just the beginning of the emptiness
-
I want to take back my actions / I want to give you reasons

I said all of the words I've needed
To you
And to the mirror

I wish those were silent confessions / I wish none of this had happened

I finally let out all of those feelings I hid
For you
Beneath my surface

They're just emotions from a fallen / Because without you I'm nothing

I meant every single tear I cried
With you
My one true purpose

I'm feeling so forsaken and faithless / To my world you're everything

I couldn't hold on as I slowly let go of my grip
Of
Love is.....Love is what binds us together
and what tears us apart
Love will revive us all
and it will kill us all
Love is everything
and it is nothing
Love is death
and it is life
Love is love
Rain Of Thunder
Rain Of Thunder

I took the gift of light for granted-
Assuming I would always see
But when my world darkened-
My fears took the best of me

And I would give anything
Just to see a spark or a glow
But my faith was also fading
Withering away like my hope
-
The only sight I had
Was beyond the walls in my mind

But they were just figments from the past
A false savior that I could only hide behind

The shadows were becoming my mask
It was shielding me from living my life

The skies rumbled ominously / Like cries echoing sorrowfully
I felt rain falling endlessly / Like infinite liquid apologies

Reality shed the blackness / The roars fiercely pier
ApocalypseAnother broken heart
People in forever pain
Open and ripped apart
Calm wants not, rain
All I see is a fresh start
Let all the rage drain
You are a piece of living art
Peace is the future, hatred slain
Slowly the world turns, a fresh start
Eyes upon the future, a new year, will love reign?
JealousyThe bible tells us never to be jealous
An impossible feat
And people wonder why I hate
Religion

Jealousy will live inside my heart always
Its cruelty corrupts me
Always there manifesting hate
Inside

I am jealous of the confidence living
Within the ones who smile
Because they have nothing to lose
Today

Jealous of the way they walk, free of burden
They know the people around
Will accept them for who they are:
LGBT

I am most jealous of the fearless people
Flaming, never hiding
I want to be that much free to
Love

Do not ask me my friend, why I am jealous
Don’t tell me not to be
I envy those who live without
Jealousy
They say it gets easier.They say it gets easier.
They say lots of things.

How could I possibly forget about you?
You.
The one person who knows me completely.
You.
The one person who would never betray me.
You.
The one person who smiles and sets me free.

How can time heal these wounds?
When each minute is a red, hot brand
Reminding me of the feel of your hand.
When every day is another empty room
And I'm losing track of the hours in this tomb.
Time becomes my eternal prison.

How can I go on without you?
I'm flying blind without you.
I'm deaf, dumb, and dead without you.
I'm putting a gun against my head,
And pulling the trigger without you.

They say it gets easi
Hermit
Hermit

Staring through...
The broken roof
I peer...
Between my fears

Questioning my existence...
I ask myself
Is there acceptance..?
To be found
-
I'm tired...
But not broken
I tried...
To be outspoken

But your eyes would not stand for it
The glares and snares deemed it forbidden
Since then I shut myself out and away in the distance

Locked inside my mind / Afraid of all humankind
I fell under the pressure / Damaged by society's pleasure
I let go of all possessions / I threw away my humiliation

Dub me another lonely soul
For I am no longer meant this world
I ripped your burdens away from my shoulders

Old bones...
Skin o
WaitingI'm waiting, darling
Patiently waiting
Waiting for that day when I can see you again
Waiting for the next time I can feel your breath on my face
The next time I can feel your lips, warm against my own
The next time I can look into your beautiful blue eyes and caress your sleek golden hair
A time when I can hold you in my arms and sing you to sleep
When I can dance with you in the rain
Or kiss you in the snow
That's the day I wait for darling
That day
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In The Snowfall

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In The Snowfall

I remember it
As if it was just last night
Our surroundings were lit
Illuminated by the surfaces covered in white

The way you smiled
It gave me comfort inside
And my heart seemed to be veiled
Knowing you have become a part of my life
-
Step   by   step
I stopped blinking
As   we   tread
I ceased breathing
Chills   were   sent
Our hands touching
Our   lips   met

Gazing at you is a must
You curiously peered up
As snowflakes danced down towards us
And it dawned on me that I was madly in love

Mesmerizing   my   soul
Spreading a calming warmth
Into   my   core
I held you in my arms
I   felt   whole
Connected our hearts
Alone   no   more
-
Within my eyes
I captured those images
To remember for the rest of our lives
Just to relive something so passionate

It was the perfect setting
I was lost in awe
A memory so desiring
This was our walk in the snowfall

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In The Snowfallby *RainbowizedSky

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I...will always remember this walk...
It was our walk...in the snowfall...
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Category: Literature / Poetry / Romantic / General / Free Verse

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Mood: Love *TwinAgateDragons Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
What a lovely piece of literature, I just love it!
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Mood: Joy *RainbowizedSky Jan 25, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
:D
Thank you so much for your kind words, it means a lot! ^_^
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~TheWSK Jan 23, 2013
Beautiful poem. Very touching. :)
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Mood: Wow! *RainbowizedSky Jan 25, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
^_^
Thank you.
I'm so happy that you found this to your liking. :)
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~CoyoteDove Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Quite lovely
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Mood: Joy *RainbowizedSky Jan 25, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you!
I'm glad you were able to enjoy it. :D
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~tommyboywood Jan 23, 2013  Professional Writer
nice love story and a beautiful preview
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Mood: Joy *RainbowizedSky Jan 25, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much. :)
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