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The Words I Didn't Mean

While I'm finally seeing you walk away
All I can feel is my fragile heart about to break
Just wishing that I could erase this mistake I have made

I'm slowly getting drenched as these old tears drip down my face
My veins will never forget the love and pain that was shown on this day
And now I will always be haunted by those words I never even wanted to say

The last of your steps echo
Please, please, please come back!
I'm swallowed by my sorrow
No, no, no you j

DreamsI'm sick of you
leave me alone!
My head can't stop
Thinking about you

I'm sick of being down
Depressed and suicidal
My smile isn't always there
Stop haunting me!

I'm sick of your sweet voice
It rings in my head
When you played on my drums
Now I can't touch the sticks no more!

I wish I was perfect
The guy of your dreams
My bloody tears
They paint my cheeks

I wish I could hug you
And kiss your head
Tell you while you slept
I love for forever my dear

But those dreams
They are dead
I'm alone
And left for dead

My soul is evil
My heart is black
My eyes don't sparkle
And my wrists they bled

I wish my dreams wouldn't die

The Secret GardenThe Secret Garden:

To those who are waiting in the silent shadows;
To the sisters I've been trying so hard to find.
It is time we came together as one
For here we shall leave the past behind...

In this secret garden, my voice is clear
Soft and gentle like the flowing wind.
Yet here I am; a dirty spirit
A simple soul that sinned...

Gathered in silence, bearing cowls of night
You've come like moths, to a burning light.
These lovely witchlings, so tender and lush
Soon I will give you, a blessed blush...

Take my marking into your flesh
And bear the stigma of our ancient creed...
Tonight you feast in my humble honour
For in your b

Blow Up The Sun"Blow Up The Sun"

At last I have accomplished the impossible

So glad I have relinquished the inevitable

Don't scamper trying to outrun the light

I have blown up the sun and all of its might

I blew it to bits, tiny fragments of stars

Scarring the skies from wherever you are

Tore it to shreds; an explosion so loud

Darkness is the aftermath of what will be found

No more heat to beat down on your fragile necks

No more sweat to wet your beautiful heads

The sun makes me angry, can't you tell by this rhyme?

Agitated and irritated and often very blind

I can get vitamins from the store that rests on my corner

And honor the moonlight from

Sinned by the name of Love.I believe that LOVE

is in the realms before CONFLICT.

But, then again, SOME

of the worst sins human beings COMMIT

are done in the name of

LOVE.

So does that make love

PURE, or just another Demon hiding

Within the LIGHT?

The Wet InkI hope you know
That every night
You're in my head

I hope you know
That I still care
And that I did was wrong

The ink is wet
As I write
On this piece of paper

For the tears
Of my sins
They won't disappear

In The Dark, There Is Always LightThere are places so dark
That we can't see
There are places so dark
That we feel lonely

There are whispers in the dark
That makes our ears bleed
There are whispers in the dark
That makes us scared

As the darkness surrounds us
We look for a light
As the darkness embraces us
We start to fight

We don't want to live a life
In the dark
We don't want to live a life
In the shadows

As we look for a source of light
We realize
As we look for a small hope
We understand

There is always someone there
Even when it's dark
There is always someone there
Who will ignite your spark

You're never alone
Even in the dark
You're never alone

The Lie of VengeanceThe Lie of Vengeance:

It begins first as a smouldering fire;
A heat that swelters and burns inside your own heart.
It then roars to life as a flame of destruction;
Seeking, hungrily, to consume all who are bound by it...

This is the gift of vengeance
A kiss so sweet that it could only be an evil temptation.
Yet all will seek it in darkness;
For there is none who can resist its sweet allure...

It is like a friend in your time of need;
Comforting and seemingly understanding of your pain.
It tells you that you need to stand up for yourself;
It tells you that others must fall for you to live on!

But this is a lie! Obvious as it might

Insanity of the BladeI stand in front of my own mirror, looking at the human being watching me as closely as I watched her. I could see the blade she held in her right hand, long and sharp and silver, dabbed in red strokes of blood, as the girl twirled it between her fingers carefully, mirroring my own movements. I smiled at the girl and she smiled right back. We had met before, many times, and she was always committing the same actions as I was. That brought me comfort, to know I wasn't alone in this battle for skin and sanity.

I watched as the girl moved her blade up and, with a swift stroke, opened up a long, not too deep slice on her arm. I glanced down at m

Wings of DespairWings of Despair:

A momentary glance toward the birds in the sky;
Makes me feel like I am soaring; with a hope to fly.
But the chilling winds that wrap me, reflect the cold of this day
And the icy frost that batters me, chips me away...

It drains the very breath from me, as though the ice is locked within
I feel my hope is fading again; like a jar of captured wind...
Where once my will was strong and boundless; now it sits on broken wastes
I must admit this crushing despair, it feels as bad as it tastes....

From the moment that I acquired them, these were ugly tattered wings
They were made from my despair, and bound in bitter string

Prayer of the broken heartedLove like water slips
Oh impossible to hold
Through these reaching fingers
Trickles burnished gold

Love, like a butterfly
Oh impossible to hold
To seize thy beauteous wings
Risks dangers best untold

Love a fleeting shadow
Oh impossible to hold
Crushed and broken heart
Why must thou be so bold

Love, like a moonbeam
Oh impossible to hold
Thou art full of beauty
yet always leave me cold

Love will thou not be sunlight
And grace my life with day
bring the healing touch of warmth
And for a season stay?

Beyond The HorizonWe ran out of our homes
And our dream quelling streets
Until mud under foot
Had replaced the concrete

From suburb to city
On to the countryside
We were running away
But not trying to hide

The world was still spinning
Faster than we could move
Though our hearts were breaking
Our poets' words would sooth

We left a cloud grey town
And in time reached the sea
Our home for so long
Evolution tells me

To the deepest warm blue
From the coolest pitch black
Shackles fell with each stroke
With our dreams still intact

Surrounded by fishes
Guiding us from the deep
Every league of ascent
Reinforced our belief

That it's the world,

Timeless

Timeless

Seconds to minutes

There's nothing to show for my on-going patience
All I seem to cling onto is this futile existence

I'm slowly succumbing to the dreadful silence
Too long have I been dependent on hopeful emotions
Nothing to lose, and nothing to gain, thus everything is pointless
-
Hours turn into days

I helplessly idle by as life itself starts to decay away
It's just like throwing away the memories of yesterday

Those special moments I held onto, all of the happiness I gave
I thought it was all for something, because it can never be replaced
Though I only have myself to blame, as I continue to let everything be disgrac

Magic in the TellingThe seasons come and go
But some things never change
Love like ribbons bleeding
Simple words upon a page

Close my eyes and see you
Your echo will not fade
Memories silken soft
For in your light I bathed

Like the sweetest angel
With healing in your wings
You came to me in dreams
And led this heart to sing

Unsurpassed your beauty
Radiance shines within
How could I not worship
And how can love be sin?

Can't you hear me calling
Or see these falling tears
This heart for you will yearn
Through all my passing years

My love will never fail
You live within my heart
But sometimes I feel lonely
And my world falls apart

And so I b

Locked Out"Locked Out"

I am so terrified of what the future holds

Because all my life I've always been told

That as our stories continue to unfold

I might one day be left out in the cold

Imagine if it was raining in your space

And the key to your front door was misplaced

And so you trace and retrace but to your disgrace

The key is lost forever and that is the case

And the rain that was pouring starts to hail

And the birds that were soaring have set sail

They've flown away while I sit on the grass

And put my hand up to the wet dripping glass

I've always felt like I was seeing through

A stranger's eyes painted a painful blue

Looking in thr

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A Light In The Fog

by *RainbowizedSky, Apr 10, 2012, 1:59:08 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

A Light In The Fog

I   don't   know   where   I'm   going
There   is   no   use   to   keep   on   trying

The long nights remain dark, but the short days seem darker
The sun attempts to rise, but even the moon's faint glow is brighter
I guess I'm just searching for something to maybe give me a sense hope
Though I might just be another typical fool who has been lost a long time ago

There   are   no   answers   to   my   prayers
So   I   end   up   hurting   myself   in   this   despair

I'm going through life while only seeing blurry faces, it's so hard
Wanting to be a part of this, when I'm almost completely blind
And it afflicts me where it matters the most, in my heart
To know every step is futile, my dream is just a lie

I   need   a   reason
To   keep   me   breathing

Though it seemed to be, that I might have given up too easily
When I caught a glance of you, I instantly knew you had come for me
The brightest one of all, the calming warmth shrouded, meeting my eyes
I've waited for a moment like this, which seemed like a very, very long time

I   yearn   to   be   held
Let   my   wounds   finally   be   healed

Everyday, I always looked out for you, knowing I wanted to savor every single second
Trying to make this last for as long as I possibly can, it sure was worth all of that waiting
Because this has been a long time coming, since I can once and for all get rid of this lament
I want to see this world clearly for once, because what I used to be cannot be considered living

I   now   know   it   will   all   be   alright
Because   I   have   finally   found   my  light

A Light In The Fogby *RainbowizedSky

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Don't you ever give up
All forms of hope are never lost

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~tommyboywood Dec 23, 2012 Professional Writer

Cool pic as usual. You might like " inner light". Similar theme.

*RainbowizedSky Dec 23, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

I thought it was well written. And yes, it was a very similar theme.

~pridefestofcentralpa Jun 3, 2012

Any chance I could use this and any other rainbow artwork you have on our non-profit website as backgrounds for advertisements?

*RainbowizedSky Jun 4, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

I'll have to say no, as much as I hate saying no. These are not meant to be backgrounds, they're just art covers. Sorry.

~flying-soap Apr 14, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

THe poem goes great with that very beautiful picture at the top of the page

*RainbowizedSky Apr 15, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Hehe, I'm glad you liked the both of them.

~HikariNoMelody Apr 13, 2012

light at the end of every tunnel theme?
"But watch out! sometimes that light is the on coming train!" <- my friend told me this XD

*RainbowizedSky Apr 14, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

This friend of yours, is a wise, wise person....

LOOK OUT!!!

*trips you*

TAKE THEM NOT ME!

*runs for his life*

~HikariNoMelody Apr 14, 2012

what!? come back here!!!
*takes out Indiana Jones whip and trips you*
if I'm going down, you're coming with me!

... or, you can stay there and I run!
*starts running ahead*

*RainbowizedSky Apr 14, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

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